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It takes time. Killing him would be easier, but death is superficial. As you did with me, you have to make sure he understands you'll never forgive him for what he's done.

You have to ultimately decide what you want to do with him.

i dont know what i want.

i want it to have never happened, but i cant get that from him.

[A pause.]

i didnt say i would never forgive you.

No. I doubt that memory can be forgotten.

[... What?]

What do you mean? I attacked you.

you did.

but you also saved me. and it was mostly the plants, right/

Edited 2015-11-03 02:59 (UTC)

It was, but I still shouldn't have grown those plants in the first place.

no i guess you shouldnt have

i forgive you though.

i dont think i was ever not going to forgive you. i was just scared of you for a while.

well

that snot true. for a while i thought i was never going to forgive you for it.

but things change. especially in this place.

my point is that i forgive you.

Is that how it is?

Well, thank you. I'll have to exercise more care with my decisions in the future.

yeah thats how it is.
for now i think.

pls do.

i cant do this on my own naomi.
i need people i can trust to help me when i need it
and not just emi. i need other people too.
so im choosing to trust you again, okay/

please dont hurt me again

I understand, and as it is, I cannot guarantee that I won't hurt you again whether physically, emotionally, mentality, or verbally as part of the nature of this place. I can only promise I will try not to harm you again of my own volition.

[ That is probably the least satisfying answer she could've given, but Rin understands. This place takes away choice a lot more often than anyone really likes to think about.]

okay.

i guess thats an alright answer

i promise the same to you, then

You don't have to Rin. You have room to make mistakes still.

would you forgive me if i did/

not that im planning to or anything. i just said i dont want to hurt you.

but you know how this place is. would you be mad/

I would forgive you. To be honest, I'm surprised I've survived this long, and when I do end up killed, I don't expect it to be with purposeful intent.

Now, if the individual attacking me did so logically and unaided by instinct, I think I would have a right to be angry.

you would, yeah.
id be if somebody did that to you too tbh

what was his name/
i dont even know what do with his name but i feel like i should ask

Edited 2015-11-06 20:09 (UTC)

It's Kaito Kuroba.

thanks

ill remember his name.
do you think hes gonna hurt anyone else/

Considering why he attacked you this time, I can only say it's inevitable.

do you think we should warn people about him/

I think it would be fair to warn everyone about prolong effects in any god's domain and sighting him as an example.

is that a thing i can do/
i mean the people on the network get really attached to their gods they dont like it when people say anything bad about them
even when there true.

is that something that would get me attacked again/

True, that might happen. If you want, I don't mind informing the network.

[Delivering news like this kind of comes with the job.]

could you/

im sorry to ask, i dont want you to get attacked to...

It's fine. Don't worry about me.

no im definitely gonna keep worrying.

be safe

I'll be fine.

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